Friday, December 12, 2008

Sick,

Get over him.
He's not worth it at all...

Turn to God, Turn to God, Turn to God.

You say you haven't fallen in love (But you spend hours on the phone with her)
You say you didn't have feelings for her before the break-up (But you want to hang out with her every other weekend)
You say she was the one who liked you first (To preserve your alpha-male ego)
You say you've never brought her over before (Then what happened on the 14th of November? Didn't she come over to watch movies with you that rainy rainy night, which was by the way, before the break-up.)

There's a time and reason for everything. God has opened my eyes to realize that certain things that are not gonna work out, never will. Can push a dying horse towards the well, jolly well flog it, but it ain't gonna drink anyway.

Tonight, will I have to stay in this tormenting place one more night? God forbid, let me out of this hellhole. The more I see you, the less I know you. You make me sick to the core.

6 comments:

Unknown said...

he's not worth it, but pulling away takes time. dun rush, just do it bit by bit everyday...as long as u're heading in d right direction, u're good! how i wish i can tell u that it's gonna be over soon but frankly sometimes it seems that it will never end...but i guess/hope it will. sigh.

mellowdramatic said...

Dear sis, just to let you know that I am reading. And that you are loved.

pandamonium said...

Thanks for reading, bro... Really means a lot to me.

Ming Foong... I really hope that I can get over all this soon. Still feeling down and out, and wondering whether to hate or to be indifferent. The hate just keeps coming back, and I wished I could just stifle it. But I can't. Not yet, anyway.

pandamonium said...

Thanks for reading, bro... Really means a lot to me.

Ming Foong... I really hope that I can get over all this soon. Still feeling down and out, and wondering whether to hate or to be indifferent. The hate just keeps coming back, and I wished I could just stifle it. But I can't. Not yet, anyway.

LiveByFaith79 said...

Dear Grace,

Just want to let you know you are in my prayers. Ive been through a similar path b4, felt it, seen it, been through it all and it also took a while for my heart to heal.

But, know within that you are always loved, cherished, cared, protected by Him and US all who loves you deeply.

Can't wait to see you soon.

Love,
Doreen C.

"Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid." John 14:27

Unknown said...

no need to purposely blow up d hatred...but if u have hate, it's normal so it's good to acknowledge it. then u know u need to forgive, can start slowly. i heard somewhere that hate is like a heart full of rocks. take out one rock at a time, everytime u think/see d person...n then one day, u'll realise there r no more rocks left?