I hate how...

I hate how you've forgotten me in the blink of an eye
I hate the fact that you can fall in love again so easily-like I mean nothing to you-nothing more than someone invisible
How you spruce yourself up with the perfume I got you to impress her
How you've forgotten all that we've gone through- How I stood by you when everyone else turned their backs against you - and how I'm still on bad terms with them for you.
I hate how you can look at me with icy cold eyes- ones that are used to look at an ominous stranger.
I hate how you it kills me, how a part of me dies a little more each time you talk to me, and speak to me without that old familiar warmth, but with the tone of voice like we've never spent any precious moments together- Never agonized together, prayed together, sang together - You speak to me with a tone so cold it freezes.
I hate how you go in and out of the room whenever I'm there for too long- like I'm repulsive and impossible to be around for too long
I hate how you hold that handphone- the Valentine's present I got for you- so tightly, so close to your heart each time you sleep - waiting for someone else to call.
I hate how you've chosen sides- When I still speak of you so highly, as the best I've ever had- despite the fact that my heart is being crushed and broken into a million pieces- over and over again. The feeling of my 3 year relationship with you being sold out to someone I considered a friend, someone you've been close to for only a few months- that feeling is something no one else should feel.
I hate how I look at my phone, wishing that there would be a call or an sms from you, only to see nothing but the display time staring back at me.
I hate the fact that I still love you- and can never forget you.