Joys

Thank God for the business of my days, and friends who fill it up with ideas and plans. Without J, J and S, I would be stuck in that valley of despair for a much longer time.

Truly, being single has reminded me of the joys of not having another half to think about all the time. Now that I am free to oblige to so many others, I shall do so. Why stick around to make only one person happy, when you can divide yourself to do so with others? Why leave this place, knowing with uncertainty, that all that time has been spent with someone who can't guarantee me security (Let's take things one day at a time was a tagline), when I can leave this place knowing I have spent time laughing and going through the ups and downs of uni life, the joys and the pains, with so many others?

So I say, adios to relationships and all their burdens, and Welcome to singledom and freedom.
An ex of mine said I don't know how to think for two yet- that may be true, so I just might need to find someone like me, so we can think for our ownselves independantly, but knowing, at the end of the day- That we belong to each other. Trust and commitment without all the hoo-ha and constant maintainence, like some puppy that needs toilet training.

Thank you for the pain you've put me through, to know that enough is enough.